I am in a foul mood so if you get offended easily, don’t read any further. I mean it; I have had enough of sensitive people today. My day started with someone fussing at me because I offended them and then proceeded to give me a sob story on why. I don’t want to hear your damn sob story; I have one of my own. There I said it, I feel so much better. The only sob stories I want to hear are from my friends online and real life. Not from some stranger on Facebook that doesn’t know me from Adam. It’s not her fault I am so bitchy though. Yesterday almost did me in. I was doing well until dinner. Since my family was having a lovely dinner of Roast, Potatoes and Carrots it was decided I should eat in my room so I wouldn’t be tempted. In fact the idea was a great one and that’s not what made me pissy. What made me upset was I wanted the Roast. I mean I know what would happen if I ate it, hours of torture and pain but yet I wanted it. Is there something wrong with me? Why would anyone want something they know is going to hurt them? I swear this whole meat, eggs, and cheese thing is like crack.

Last night everyone was joking I needed a 12 step program. Is there a Meat Addiction Anonymous? If there was maybe I could sign up. I can see me now “My name is Bobbie and I am addicted to meat.” Okay, not really funny but it isn’t any more bizarre than wanting something that was going to hurt me. Sigh, this is harder than I thought.

On a brighter note I did find my dinner tasty and have included the recipe below. Also, I found a blog that has some great looking Vegan recipes. I was really excited to find one that had recipes that looked like something a human would actually eat. If you are interested it is here:
http://chefchloe.com/entrees.html
Recipe for my dinner last night:
1 Small bag of Vegetable Penne Pasta (available in the ethnic food aisle)
1 small can of tomato sauce
1 small can of green peppers
1 small onion
Cook pasta according to directions on the back of the package. In a small skillet sauté your onions, green peppers, and mushrooms until heated and soft. In a small saucepan start heating your tomato sauce and then add your sautéed mixture. Heat thoroughly. Drain pasta and toss with sauce immediately. This will make two servings. One for dinner and one for lunch the next day. Or you can freeze it for a future meal.

Before I close my bitch fest let’s talk exercise. Yes, I exercised this morning. At least I think that is what it was to me I looked like a whale flopping around on the beach trying to breath. So the goal was the doctor approved 30 minutes. Not happening. No way in hell was that happening. I did 10 minutes and was dying. I mean literally, I felt like I had no air. I got dizzy and then sick. Thinking to myself “Omg, I am trying to get healthy and better and it is going to kill me.” I finally sat down and tried to relax. Finally able to breathe again and not feeling like I should order my dream casket I kind of felt proud for lasting the 10 minutes. Hey, 10 minutes is good and at least I burned off a couple of them mushrooms I ate the night before. I am not giving up though. I will get up in the morning and do 10 minutes again. However, WII fit is out, that is just crazy. So I danced to WII Country Dancing. Way more fun and I felt like a star for the first 5 minutes. The last 5 minutes well let’s just say I felt like what one of Dolly Parton’s boobs must feel like after she dances for 5 minutes on stage.

TTFN,
Bobbie